I’m Ben, an Alchemist, Healer, and a Guide to seekers on the path of inner alchemy; the transmutation of pain, shame, and self-doubt into self-love, self-trust, and wholeness. Through shadow play, energy healing, and other esoteric practices, I help you through the process of Self-Remembering.
I believe the path to awakening isn’t about escaping, but embodying — coming home to yourself, your body, and your heart. My work is about helping you love who you are, transform your shadows into wisdom, and remember that life is a game meant to be lived with freedom, joy, and above all, fun!
I’m not here to fix you, label you, or save you.
I’m here to guide you back to yourself. Back to the parts of you long rejected, suppressed, or feared. The parts waiting to be seen and accepted. This is the work of real self-love. Real self-trust. Real transformation.
I am a guide for those of mankind who are ready to wake up, grow up, and step up into their own divine sovereignty. I hold a container for those who are truly ready to show up for themselves and do the deep inner work of remembering who they are.
A look at how I show up as a guide through the lens of Human Design & Gene Keys
As a Guide, I use the Human Design System and the Gene Keys, which are derived from the ancient wisdom, as a map that helps me to understand who you are. It gives us a framework to not only see who you came here to be, but also how to be free from who you’ve been pretending to be your whole life. We call this the ‘Not-Self’.
I want to share my own blueprint for you to understand how I am wired to interact with the world and the magic I wield as an Alchemist, Healer, and Guide ******so that you can recognize who I am and, if your inner authority leads you, invite me to be your guide.
The image below my Human Design Bodygraph. If you’re not familiar this shows us the exact planetary-genetic imprint at the time of our birth and how we are wired to operate most efficiently. In other words, what is our purpose.
I am a 1/3 Splenic Projector, so let’s dive into what that means for you should you choose to play with me. :)
I have a penetrating, intuitive awareness which focuses with joyous vitality to recognize and challenge the patterns that need improvement in order to transmit correction that supports the success of the community.
My gift of abstract imagination allows me to illuminate the dense fog of confusion. By making sense of the lessons from my lived experience, I connect the dots leading to the realization of ideas, opinions, and stories that I can share to inspire meaning and hope for the growth and wellbeing of the whole.
I am a seer. My aura penetrates to the core of who you are.
As the only type designed to be a guide and to know others deeply, I can help you be more efficient with your life-force energy, and there is nothing more efficient than being yourself.